Gently Wrap Me
In Your Arms
Finding Love Where You Least Expect It
On a cold, icey day February 1998,
I met my kindret vriend in the Netherlands.
Almost a year after our friendship started over the internet,
I had the immense pleasure of finally feeling his arms gently wrap
around me and give me a long awaited for, much needed hug!
During our "online chats" he "hugged" me through a major depression,
weight loss, my divorce, the illness and death of my dog, a nightmare
computer friendship/IRC experience with a group of our friends,
family illness, meeting biological family for the first time and personal
questions
that I always felt safe to discuss with him.
1997 was a year of major trials and tribulations, personal triumphs
and a new outlook on life...Maarten came into my life by no accident.
I can only do one thing that makes sense to me through all this...........
~ Thank you God for sending me Maarten! ~
Touch Me
My love has fingertips of fire
He lights my flesh with burning desire
10 hot embers melt my skin
A loving warmth that heals me within.
My love has eyes of cool crisp days
Of winter skies, a blue grey haze
2 gentle ponds that bathe my face
With an intense and longing visual embrace.
My love has a heart he's wrapped around my own
To provide me a safe and trusting home
We breath together, we beat in time
In all ways he touches me, tender, strong, sublime.
My love, touch me altijd!
Julia Ann Ferguson ~ May 5th 1998 (c)
Maarten
"took off" to buy me a rose for Valentine's Day...
losing me in a VERY crowded Piccadilly Circus!
I was way relieved when I found him again about 15 minutes later.
Especially since he had all our money, passports, train tickets, ect.
Just Thinking of You
I thought life was hard and cruel
Then you came along and reminded me how beautiful it can be
You encourage my heart to sing, my spirit to soar
and my dreams to take root.
You touch me across time and space
You reach into a special place
I feel your strength when there's nothing there
Your arms hold me up without a care
Your words give me courage to face each day
Your voice takes my breath away
And everytime I begin to fear
You reach out and say "Jule, I'm here"
How could I not fall in love with you!
How could I not want to hold your hand
Sail the ocean to your land
How can I not want to see
The man who helped God guide my life back to me...
Julia Ann Ferguson ~ Monday, January 24, 1998 (c)
Here we are somewhere in
Portsmouth, England.
We just finished running through an old Church cemetery!
So much for respecting the dead.
Far away
Since we last touched
It seems so far away
I close my eyes
I breath you in
Trying to feel you near
Touch you here
My lips brush my hand
As I search my face
For your embrace
Far away
I linger in the memories
Etched forever
In my mind
Of your touch
Julia Ann Ferguson ~ March 02, 1998 (c)
We were like 2 little kids on our
trip in February.
Everything was a photo opportunity.
Everything a memory to bring back a smile on my face.
On May 9th, 1998 Maarten and I
celebrated National Windmill Day
at our local windmill in IJsselstein.
We got this delightful picture of us sitting on flour sacks inside the
windmill.
A reporter was told how we met and a few weeks later
a terrific article about us was published in a local newspaper.
We met on the most unlikely day,
in the most unlikely way.
Neither of us looking for love, neither of us expecting to be lovers.
But we met....and we are in love.
Maarten and I married November 4th, 1999. We continue our journey
together.
Everyday brings new laughter, new memories, additional gratitude!
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