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Posts Tagged ‘fear’

Two more poems showing my dark state of mind at this time

January 5, 2012 by admin | No Comments | Filed in Depression, Gloomy or Darker Poems

  Thoughts Simple really, Really simple. Simply real, how I feel. The holidays are approaching – make them stop! Reverse, rewind – I don’t have the time to play this role. No desire to act this one through. What can I do? Please lets just pass these ones by. No tree, no joy, no Christmas […]

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Internal Blue

January 5, 2012 by admin | No Comments | Filed in Acceptance, Chronic Pain or Illness, Depression, Healing

  Internal Blue I want to ask you something Where do I begin? I want to share with you Something from within But my fear is here Inside of me Clutching, holding tight Do I dare share what’s within? For fear you might not like I want for you to understand My good and bad […]

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Only (perhaps the hardest poem I will ever share publicly)

August 30, 2011 by admin | No Comments | Filed in Domestic Violence, Grief, Relationships/Marriage

  Only on the darkest day Only in my deepest sigh Only when you hear me scream Only when I try to cry Only in my lonely bed Only deep within my heart Only thru the choked back words Only. … Only at the break of day Only when the fog sits low Only in […]

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April 14, 2011 by admin | No Comments | Filed in Childhood Poems, Gloomy or Darker Poems

Black Black is the color of the bottom of a deep silent puddle, Or the background of a midnight moon. It creeps in on you when death is near, And it surrounds you when you’re blind or can’t hear. Black is the color you think when you’re all alone. Black is where monsters live, It’s […]

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