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Monthly Archives: January 2012

Sunrise on Oude Gracht

January 5, 2012 by admin | No Comments | Filed in Life Abroad, Love Poems, Relationships/Marriage, The Netherlands

Rays of golden orange hues Across the dark blue waters gleam Breathy clouds of morning mist Along the canals, can be seen Slowly rising like a fire The waters turn a brilliant yellow The dampness and the crisp cool air Suddenly begin to mellow The shades of red, orange and gold Melt the water into […]

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Rainbow Tears

January 5, 2012 by admin | No Comments | Filed in Animals/Pets, Grief

  Blazing orange, vibrant red, Golden yellow, Wyatt is dead! Gentle gray, charcoal brown, His blackened ashes Mark the ground! Frothy white and midnight blue. King Neptune, I give my dog to you! Peaceful green, A mournful sigh, Rainbow colors drop from my eye! ~ July 23, 1997 ~ We spread Wyatt’s ashes at his […]

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Two more poems showing my dark state of mind at this time

January 5, 2012 by admin | No Comments | Filed in Depression, Gloomy or Darker Poems

  Thoughts Simple really, Really simple. Simply real, how I feel. The holidays are approaching – make them stop! Reverse, rewind – I don’t have the time to play this role. No desire to act this one through. What can I do? Please lets just pass these ones by. No tree, no joy, no Christmas […]

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January 5, 2012 by admin | No Comments | Filed in Depression, Domestic Violence, Gloomy or Darker Poems

    The same walls The same place,  space The same face The same time The same day Will it ever go away? This feeling of non existing Of really not being Painted on the wall A shadow after all Graffiti for the blind Tactile only in my mind The same dream The same song […]

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Breathless

January 5, 2012 by admin | No Comments | Filed in Depression, Domestic Violence, Gloomy or Darker Poems, Grief

  I can’t breath The pain hurts so bad I can’t breath I’m painfully sad I can’t breath The worlds closing in I can’t breath I’m at my wit’s end I can’t breath My mind’s leaving me I can’t breath Let this breath set me free I can’t breath I don’t want to go on […]

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Internal Blue

January 5, 2012 by admin | No Comments | Filed in Acceptance, Chronic Pain or Illness, Depression, Healing

  Internal Blue I want to ask you something Where do I begin? I want to share with you Something from within But my fear is here Inside of me Clutching, holding tight Do I dare share what’s within? For fear you might not like I want for you to understand My good and bad […]

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